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Tuesday, December 17, 2013
Living at Laurie's : Haiku, Maui
My time spent at Laurie's was rough. It was my first experience on Maui and it cut deep. I opened my heart up to try to truly help this woman and I got burned. Now I am learning to heal those wounds and forgive, it's hard. I looked upon this while I was living here as a way to help this lady, open myself up in the process and save / make money. It ended very quickly (9 Days) and painfully but it was one hell of a learning lesson in many ways. Here are some pictures of my living situation...
Wednesday, December 4, 2013
More Pictures : Sacred Waters
Misc. Photos of my time spent on Molokai at Sacred Waters
The view from the Balcony
Collected Flowers Bicycling
The Leafer House - Car charging Station. They were completely Off The Grid
Cats are friends
House-Sitting
After living at Sacred Waters for about a month, I was introduced by Karen and Fuji (Owners of Sacred Waters) to a man named George who gave me the opportunity to house sit for him. I was absolutely stoked. I had been looking for housing and here was this perfect opportunity. I said yes, bursting with gratitude.
I stayed there for about a month too. Most of that time was a very internal time. I had a huge house and property to myself, piles of books, oz. of marijuana, pen and paper and plenty of time to my self to think and search within. I spent most of the time reading, writing, smoking, meditating, cooking, doing yoga and admiring nature.
Molokai is authentic. It is Hawaiin. It is a way of life; Aloha. I fell in love with Molokai. I've never been to place like it and I don't think a place that I will. I'll remember this island fondly for the rest of my life and hopefully return one day.
Here are some pictures of that time :)
Sunrise from the Roof : Fishpond and and Maui
Sunday, December 1, 2013
Pictures : Sacred Waters : Food
Sacred Waters. Molokai, Hawaii
Friday, November 29, 2013
Be Thanks
Life sometimes feels automatic. "Happy Thanksgiving" , I am happy for... , "Thanks" and other things that I feel are not said with any emotional backing, they are just words. It can be alchemized to meaningfullness with present moment awareness and depth of emotion but many times these phrases come up empty. Today I noticed this and strove to do other wise; to mean what I say and truly meditate on the things I am thankful for instead of just listing it and shoving it aside for the football game or turkey.
I honestly think it is awesome we have a National Holiday focusing toward thankfulness. Sure the history behind it has a brutal ending but, the tradition and focus of today's Thanksgiving is a positive one. Only though, if we slow down, truly be thankful and carry this gratitude with us, not lose it when Thanksgiving is over. Let it be a day to learn a lesson and open the heart more in giving, receiving and being thankful.
Wednesday, November 27, 2013
Find Truth
I began the search for truth about 2 years ago. This search has led me many places, taught me many things and completely changed my life. Questions arose and I looked to answer them. At first I turned to Science and Quantum Physics. I was fansinated by the fact that there was things we couldn't answer; Physics fell apart at the core level, life didn't follow the rules. This got me thinking that maybe my view of the World isn't as I think it is. Around that time I got Introduced to Law of Attraction by a great friend. This shook my whole foundation of reality; saying that the individual is responsible for everything that occurs in life and thoughts create reality. Immediately I was a little skeptic, so, I turned to google to find out more about this "Law" of Reality. Not only does Science fully support this law, there are countless testimonials giving proof and stating success from consciously using the Law of Attraction. Then my focus turned toward Zen Buddhism and meditation. By this time I had experienced an already vast change in my life, a spark, alive and prospering within me that was transforming my life and views. I began mediating and studying Buddhism intriged by this completely new way of life. Soon after I starting looking into the New Age Movement and the plethora of ideas within this vast label. At first it was over-whelming, a lot of ideas and information. But as I slowly began to shift through it I found things of great value along with practices that stirred confusion. Then Yoga came into the for-front. It amazed me; the yogis of ancient times as well as today, practicing this art for hours a day and the result being a clear mind and honed body. Also, with the wide-spread increase of interest in the West about Yoga information was easy to find.
All these things, from Quantum Physics to Yoga and much more, I continued an off and on study / practice of through-out the past 2 years. Looking back I could have never guessed my path would have led me where it has but it has been an absolutely incredible journey.
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